| Love comes around |
[Jan. 3rd, 2010|09:46 pm] |
My mind is in a whirl. What should i do, what am i suppose to feel?
Anyways, partied at pasir ris chalet yesterday to celebrate Ang's sister's 21st. Drank quite a bit, laughed alot. It made me happy. (: The company was lovely, it made it really fun. It made that uneasy feeling disappear. Stay up till 8 in the morning, and slept only after everyone else left. And i slept for abit before having to wake up again to pack up and leave. The room was friggin cold. But someone was hugging me to sleep. Hurrrrr. (:
Went back to Ang's place to sleep somemore. (: Got home at about 3 plus. And i'm not gonna sleep anymore, i've got deadlines to meet, if not i'm screwed. School's starting in weeks time. Great. :/
 
sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
just get back up
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| 2010 |
[Jan. 1st, 2010|02:44 pm] |
Agreed. Love is bullshit.
So, its the first day of the new year. And it feels like bullshit. So what its a new year, everything doesn't seem to be new, nothing is going to start afresh. Everything is still being continued from last year. But i kinda managed to end one thing. New year resolution: Not to love anyone. So this is how my new year is gonna start off. Mundane and melancholy.
 Celebrating the last day of 2009, and the last time i'm gonna be there with everyone. Happy New Year everyone.
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| Pop those lips |
[Nov. 14th, 2009|07:24 am] |
 For my 2D final piece, i wanna paint it like this, pretty vintage colours. BUT HOW! OMFG! Holidays are here, but its not a holiday. Assessment on thursday. Gonna die damn bad. I'm gonna sit home and do my work, rot my ass off. I wanna party on monday though. Gen visited me yesterday and watched us do our work, but i'm so happy i finally got to hang out with her again. (: miss her, miss mich, miss siobhan. ):   Have been up since 5. Can't go back to sleep. I shall do my work soon. Can't wait to start on my canvas.  M partayeeeeeeee, keon i promote here can? AHAHAHA! I remember what you wore on our first day
you came into my life
and i thought hey
you know this could be something
cause everything you do, the words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
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| Don't stop, make it pop |
[Nov. 4th, 2009|11:19 pm] |
Skipped class today cause i couldn't finish my work and was like having weird stomach aches. Felt like cramps. And i'm finally done with my wirehand! Whoop whoop! ✌
Can't wait for keon's birthday party this friday! Its gonna be awesomely fun. ♡ She's turning 18 in like half an hour time! YAY! Now, i'm the only one who has yet to turn 18. _l_
don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
tonight, i'mma fight
til' we see the sunlight
tick tock, on the clock
but the party don't stop no
I want you, wish you could be mine. ♥
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| Halloween |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|09:13 pm] |
Halloween at Mich's place. ♡ Ievan dressed up as a tranny, he is definately not just the life of the party, he is the party. Super cute. Watched The exorcism of emily rose together. People screaming into my ear and Russel who kept trying to scare me. It was really fun, laughed throughout the party till i'm losing my voice. The first fun party that didn't offer booze, nor music, no dancing. Thumbs up! (Y)
Michelle is the sweetest, she made eyeballs in the punch and a hand made of ice. Rubber rats in the food, spiders and their spider webs hanging all around and scary bats hanging above your head. Not to mention, skeletons everywhere, even on the toilet door, watching you pee. She put in so much effort. Love you michy. ♥
Wonder how halloween 2010 will be like. I'll be 18. *winks.
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| Need some lovin' |
[Oct. 21st, 2009|11:43 pm] |
I ♥ Kitty
Met up with Crystal and Gen for dinner at Chomps after illustrator class. (fucking hate illustrator, like how it hates me and keeps quitting on me when i'm doing my work halfway) Finally got to meet up with Crystal, caught up quite abit. ✌ missed her so very much cause i haven't seen her for like i don't know how many gawd damn weeks or months. I'm feeling so exhausted, dying to go for a midnight swim now.
Some making movie shit thing for school tomorrow, wasting my time. Don't wanna go tomorrow. Sheesha on friday and maybe Zirca after that? Meow.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.
I know you can't stay, so i won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
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| Countin' 1,2,3 |
[Oct. 21st, 2009|08:56 am] |
Heading to school at 3, and i'm awake like now. And i have no clue why i'm up so early. Keon, please come to school today! ): missing keon very much cause she hasn't been to school for more than a fucking week. Beech. This post is for you, better come, "1,2,3, not only you and me..." Meeting Crystal and Gen tonight. ♡ miss em much. But my phone is being a bitch. Annoyed. Its really spoilt this time.
it was special
it is still special
you made it special |
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| Big pink lights shining bright |
[Oct. 19th, 2009|11:52 pm] |
Keon's event at Howl at the moon was great. ✌ Thank you keon for the awesome party. Haven't gone clubbing in a long time, and i finally had the chance to last night. Company was lovely, with my baby girl and Trisha. ♡ Danced the night away in flats with a sprained ankle. My ankle didn't even hurt abit.
Slept all the way till 3, felt like my whole entire day was gone. Headed to school for fashion design specialism talk for an hour and then back home again. I've got a feeling that tomorrow is gonna be a great day. A great and special day. ♠
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| Lullaby |
[Oct. 18th, 2009|02:04 am] |
What does telling someone " I love you "mean? It could mean so much and yet, it could mean nothing at all. When you say, " I miss you ", do you really mean it? Or do you just say it like you don't mean it. I guess you have to figure it out or just pretend then. Pretend that you are really loved.
Instead of partying today, i stayed home watching The Hills weekend marathon, lazing on the couch in a freezing cold dimly lit room. Felt like i was living in some country populated with hot sexy caucasians instead of asians. Party tomorrow? I hope so.
i mean it when i tell you that i love you ♡
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| Black cat |
[Oct. 16th, 2009|10:23 pm] |
Finally, its friday. ❖
I think something really bad is going to happen to me. Been falling down. And finally today, my 3rd fall. Sprained my ankle, its swollen now. And I wasn't even wearing heels. My legs are giving up on me. Hopefully, its just bad luck, and i hope it'll go away soon. It's either i'm sick or i'm injured. Huge sigh.
I feel like starting on my huge pile of work now, tons of drawings to be done and lots more. First time ever, i've actually got an urge to do my work. Whoop whoop! ✌ Party tomorrow. I like. Work hard and play hard.
you put smile on my face,
every single day,
you make me happy,
just by listening to every little thing you say ♥
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| Popapill |
[Oct. 11th, 2009|10:42 pm] |
Need a party, any party. Just wanna see my lovely bunch again. Being sick isn't fun. I fall sick on sucha daily basis that i'm afraid of taking pills now, i think i like jabs better. Poke me! Stuck home again this week, missed out on TWO parties. Missed having the chance to see my babygirl and the others. Meow. Missed 2 days of school, hmmm, i didn't have to think of what to wear, so yay! (: I like school! I like drawing in school, i like doing art in school. But i hate doing homework, which isn't in doing it in school. I'm lazy. And i'm so glad that the drama has finally died down. (Y) |
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| Thinking of you |
[Sep. 19th, 2009|11:05 am] |
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 The holidays are finally here, i'll have time for friends and homework. School has been really hectic, have been stressing out, falling asleep(with my make up on) when i'm not even done with my work. No time for anything. Didn't expect Lasalle to by this hard. But fuck, holidays are here, i'm going out every night. (: missing many people, and i'll finally have time to stay up late on talk to people on msn without disappearing. Whoop whoop! (: i've got a thousand photos to upload. Thank goodness for facebook. (Y) pretty rose at my nose
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| I like it rough |
[Jul. 8th, 2009|11:58 pm] |
 
Gen's birthday is coming, I can't wait. (: But now i have to think of what to get for her. Sigh, i need money. Daddy don't wanna give me anymore money. And i'm jobless. Shucks. I hope the people liked the socks i designed, hopefully i'll get more projects then i can earn more money honey. (: Lasalle orientation is coming! Whoopee, i'm uber excited. Can't wait, hopefully, i'll find another job. Need cash badly. pretty candies sitting in the candy tray
which should i pick?
but somehow, i still i can't get you off my mind
these candies will soon turn stale |
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| Theres no turning back now |
[Jul. 2nd, 2009|02:44 pm] |
I gave you everything i could give you. I did my best to make you happy. But you took everything for granted, you took me for granted. What did those 11 months mean to you? Seriously, fuck you. I'm gonna start anew, And you won't be a part of it, I'm moving on and I don't need you to be in it. I wish i never loved you. I wish i was the one doing those horrible things to you. Revenge is sweet, but i won't stoop to your level. You're disgusting. Goodbye A, you'll never see V again, xoxo, i wish never loved you.
I'm just gonna spam this post with pictures. (: I'm sick, probably suffering from H1N1 and not even knowing it. Fever fever go away?
 
( Filming )( Mitchy's school )
( Vaunt )
( Corefest )
 
( Pretty field )
( They bring me smiles (: )
 
( Besties )
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| See you soon |
[May. 17th, 2009|04:06 pm] |
Bye bye marianne. ):
 
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