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All the boys and the girls
they got it going on

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Love comes around [Jan. 3rd, 2010|09:46 pm]

 My mind is in a whirl. What should i do, what am i suppose to feel? 

Anyways, partied at pasir ris chalet yesterday to celebrate Ang's sister's 21st. Drank quite a bit, laughed alot. It made me happy. (: The company was lovely, it made it really fun. It made that uneasy feeling disappear. Stay up till 8 in the morning, and slept only after everyone else left. And i slept for abit before having to wake up again to pack up and leave. The room was friggin cold. But someone was hugging me to sleep. Hurrrrr. (:

Went back to Ang's place to sleep somemore. (: Got home at about 3 plus. And i'm not gonna sleep anymore, i've got deadlines to meet, if not i'm screwed. School's starting in weeks time. Great. :/


sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
just get back up
when it knocks you down
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2010 [Jan. 1st, 2010|02:44 pm]


Agreed. Love is bullshit.

So, its the first day of the new year. And it feels like bullshit. So what its a new year, everything doesn't seem to be new, nothing is going to start afresh. Everything is still being continued from last year. But i kinda managed to end one thing. New year resolution: Not to love anyone. So this is how my new year is gonna start off. Mundane and melancholy. 

Celebrating the last day of 2009, and the last time i'm gonna be there with everyone.

Happy New Year everyone.



 
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Heartbroken [Dec. 6th, 2009|02:06 am]

When I found out how you messed me about, I was broken.
Back then I beleived you, but now I don't need you no more.
You'll pick on your fault, 'cause you weren't alone, she was with you, yeah.

The tears that I fall, mean nothing at all, it's time to get over yourself.

Celebrated baby girl's birthday at Siloso Beach resort, the place was so pretty. (: miss her already. Celebrated mich's birthday today and caught New moon. I want my own Edward Cullen. When will i get to find someone who is as loving as him?







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Imma find cupid and put him in a headlock [Nov. 25th, 2009|03:54 pm]


Prettiest thing i've ever seen. The prettiest girl i ever saw. Can't wait for Skins 4.

Been stuck at home cause i'm sick once again. Its been almost a week. Hope i'll recover soon by like tomorrow? Then i'll be able to attend russel's birthday party on friday and see my baby girl and hero on saturday. ♡ Miss them much. Hate being sick, deprived of having fun.





yes it's all false love and affection
you don't like me
you just want the attention

i'm not your toy
this isn't another girl meets boy



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Pop those lips [Nov. 14th, 2009|07:24 am]
For my 2D final piece, i wanna paint it like this, pretty vintage colours. BUT HOW! OMFG!

Holidays are here, but its not a holiday. Assessment on thursday. Gonna die damn bad. I'm gonna sit home and do my work, rot my ass off. I wanna party on monday though.

Gen visited me yesterday and watched us do our work, but i'm so happy i finally got to hang out with her again. (: miss her, miss mich, miss siobhan. ):


Have been up since 5. Can't go back to sleep. I shall do my work soon. Can't wait to start on my canvas.

M partayeeeeeeee, keon i promote here can? AHAHAHA!



I remember what you wore on our first day
you came into my life
and i thought hey
you know this could be something
cause everything you do, the words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away




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Don't stop, make it pop [Nov. 4th, 2009|11:19 pm]


Skipped class today cause i couldn't finish my work and was like having weird stomach aches. Felt like cramps. And i'm finally done with my wirehand! Whoop whoop! ✌ 
Can't wait for keon's birthday party this friday! Its gonna be awesomely fun. ♡ She's turning 18 in like half an hour time! YAY! Now, i'm the only one who has yet to turn 18. _l_

don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
tonight, i'mma fight
til' we see the sunlight
tick tock, on the clock
but the party don't stop no

I want you, wish you could be mine. ♥

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Halloween [Nov. 1st, 2009|09:13 pm]


Halloween at Mich's place. ♡ Ievan dressed up as a tranny, he is definately not just the life of the party, he is the party. Super cute. Watched The exorcism of emily rose together. People screaming into my ear and Russel who kept trying to scare me. It was really fun, laughed throughout the party till  i'm losing my voice. The first fun party that didn't offer booze, nor music, no dancing. Thumbs up! (Y)

Michelle is the sweetest, she made eyeballs in the punch and a hand made of ice. Rubber rats in the food, spiders and their spider webs hanging all around and scary bats hanging above your head. Not to mention, skeletons everywhere, even on the toilet door, watching you pee. She put in so much effort. Love you michy. ♥ 

Wonder how halloween 2010 will be like. I'll be 18. *winks.






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Need some lovin' [Oct. 21st, 2009|11:43 pm]
 
I Kitty

Met up with Crystal and Gen for dinner at Chomps after illustrator class. (fucking hate illustrator, like how it hates me and keeps quitting on me when i'm doing my work halfway) Finally got to meet up with Crystal, caught up quite abit. missed her so very much cause i haven't seen her for like i don't know how many gawd damn weeks or months. I'm feeling so exhausted, dying to go for a midnight swim now.

Some making movie shit thing for school tomorrow, wasting my time. Don't wanna go tomorrow. Sheesha on friday and maybe Zirca after that? Meow.

Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.
I know you can't stay, so i won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 



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Countin' 1,2,3 [Oct. 21st, 2009|08:56 am]

Heading to school at 3, and i'm awake like now.  And i have no clue why i'm up so early. Keon, please come to school today! ): missing keon very much cause she hasn't been to school for more than a fucking week. Beech. This post is for you, better come, "1,2,3, not only you and me..." 

Meeting Crystal and Gen tonight.  miss em much. But my phone is being a bitch. Annoyed. Its really spoilt this time. 

it was special
it is still special
you made it special

 
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